Four books. Four stages of a life lived honestly. One clover, a leaf at a time
Across four books, the four-leaf clover changes. Not because the questioning begins, but because each stage of a life reveals something new about what it costs to question honestly
Most people walk past many four-leaf clovers without ever finding one. Not because they are not there. Because they stop looking carefully at what they have decided is ordinary.
— From the Introduction to Illusion of Belief, Book One
BOOK ONE · AVAILABLE JULY 2026 · One leaf lighter
Illusion of Belief
Ages 4–19 inside a high-control religion. The beliefs handed before she had language to question them. The questioning was always there — the system worked to suppress it.
BOOK TWO· WRITING BEGINS AFTER BOOK ONE · a second leaf
Invisible Storm
Marriage, Motherhood, a body fighting something no medical system had a language for.
BOOK Three + Four - TO BE ANNOUNCED · The third and fourth leaf
Untitled - The journey continues
Further stages. Further leaves. The clover continuing to change